undang [26.12.2010]

16 years old.
i'm listening undang for my car license =)
my advices:
*to get something.they must be their price*
know why?
u will be sitting on a chair for 5 hours n listen the lectures bla bla bla..==
extremely TIRED n damn BORED!LOL.

sharing some photos here to show hw bored am i..=S

oops!many things i wrote.xD



the mineral water that provided.xD



smart proverb.every bottle has different proverbs.xD

that's all..=)
next,
get 42 questions correct in the test!
gd luckk!whee~xD

x'mas eve ♥

had celebrated it earlier.
awwww!
i love tonight ♥
spaghetti party~
yum yum yummy!=)

hope everyone is attending
but!arghh many reasons.
left 8 peoples.
but still fun!xD
yeebing.seishan.wensin.mummy.lolipop.alfred n cutey benjamin =)
laugh whole night.=)

alfred.benjamin
nice to meet both of you again.=D
alfred- everyone said that u are chging ur image.xD
to make sure nt the same with XXX..shh!
quite successful actually.nice look!=)
benjamin- cutey!坏人!hahaha..funny!=D
next time must join us again yea!welcome ♥

the night passed.
x'mas eve arrived.
christmas is coming very soon..
n the Santa is coming to the town..whee~=D
Santa,where is my gift?=)

***make sure urself have a gd writing skill in english.
otherwise.dont use english!
u are insulting english.
i'm nt really gd in english but i'm sure
better thn you.
yea.you!LOL

never had a dream comes true.

原来只是梦一场.
恨不得呆在梦里
不去面对现实世界~

梦里的场景 成了泡沫
真实的幻影 只能留在回忆里 独享 ♥
一幕幕的场景 在脑海里徘徊
醒来后 竟如此心痛.

虽然不是职业歌手
但 你的声音 如此动听
拨弄着我的心弦
让单调的一天 美好起来 =)

初中评估考试成绩出炉
去年的这一天
你还记得吗?
又或是 唯独我一个人 傻傻回忆起 那难忘的一刻?=)

想告诉你
我想你了 ♥

everthing will be alright.=)

everything will be alright.
总觉得，
这句话很适合我.
容易生气，又小气的我
经常惹事生非.><
这句话
无形中给了我一股力量
要我笑对生活.=)

哭过就好了
睡醒后什么事都没了.
情绪低落
哭是唯一的发泄方式吧?
海边呐喊，
会不会更有效?
我爱海边.=)
找一天，
约好一起到海边呐喊好吗?=)

其实，
发泄有很多种方法.
偷偷告诉你们，
扫地是很好很好的方式.=)
想不到吧?
我也想不到.
试过才知道.=)
家里试没有用，
扫扫班上的各个角落吧!
想也知道.
班上垃圾的数量远远地超过家里的垃圾吧?==
只要没心情，
拿起扫把，
扫扫地吧!=)

地上的垃圾，
就很像心里小小根的刺.
看了都觉得碍眼.
扫完后，
是真的，
我的心情自然会好转.
看见我扫地，
试着别理我.
扫完后，
我就会有心情.
就会依然把笑容挂脸上.=)

人成长了，
烦恼自然多.
找个适合自己的发泄方式吧.=)

我宁愿被隐瞒，
也不要心不甘、情不愿的“分享心事”.
原谅我就是这样的女生.=)

可耻.

可耻的是 活了16年我依然如此小气
错不在你们 错的是我
大错特错!
没想到自己可以小气到那种程度.=S

眼泪流下不代表一切不曾发生.
睡醒了
又是新的一天.

untitled.

although insomnia.
i'm forcing myself to sleep earlier.
the best way to keep gd health.=)
and let myself not to think too much for it.

i HATE this feeling!
night.

finally =)

finally finally finally.
i cut my hair!oops.
everyday say wan cut but i didnt do it.==
how come?become more n more lazy during holidays.sigh*

ohh ohh ohh!
meet leng today.
long time no see.=)

happy birthday ♥

happy birthday to you.
happy birthday to you.
happy birthday to you.
happy birthday to you.=)

happy birthday to you my lovely sister!
sweet 10 for you ♥
ohh..hw young you are.admiring*

[19.12.2010]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETIE ♥

steamboat nite =)

daily life ♥

hmm.
time passed so fast.really.
christmas is just around the corner.

hope to celebrate it at a nice place.
with a nice view n whether together with my sweet family or lovely friends.=)
but due to the busyness of both my parents.i wont be celebrate it with family members.
friends?many of them nt around.sigh*
planning to celebrate it earlier vf my gang.
next monday maybe?
spaghetti party?awww ♥
friends.
may we exchange x'mas gift?
suddenly have an idea.
just for girlsssss.=)

my kl trip was gone.
daddy said cancelled!
hmm.boring sat n sun again.=S
planning to go there next week.
still discussing.oops.=)
i wanna shop shop shopping!

i love my new hp's theme.
i feel that full of x'mas atmosphere every time i get used of my hp.=)
still searching.finding a suitable screen saver for my hp.
but i cant found a nice picture.=S
same as my com's desktop too.TT

marry me,mary is going to end very soon.
ohh no.==
i get watched to the short introduce for next ep.
awwwwwwww!cant wait for next ep already.=S

my holidays left few more days only.
although it was totally bored.
but i'm nt wishing school terms begin.sigh*
fulled schedule will be strt again..no no no!TT
i will enjoy the left holidays fully!
as full as i can.=)

i love my holidays. ♥

chit-chat.

seems that i'm having insomnia during this bored holiday.
and this happened on my eldest sis too.
we had chat for the whole night.xD

mainly chat bout the secondary schul life.
she told me that she scared PMR.
then?hw bout me?
i think i will die very soon to face SPM..gosh!
just a 12 years old girl that just goin to in secondary schul.
told me that she scare PMR.
think too too too far..==

n then.
she told me that her BM is totally bad.
never get an A.
mostly of the sub is using BM for form 1 till form 3.
science n maths will be chg to BM also.*but dunno when..
then.
i cant believe what she did last night.
about 3 or 4am.
she find some exercises to do.
BM exercises!OMG.

after that.
she asked me hw many sub i'm taking nw.
11.including account.i answered.
she shocked at that moment.
IF NOT?LOL!
she say she dunno should choose which stream..
OMGGG!
still gt many years lar..==
she say her maths is better than science.
so she dont want to choose science stream.
dont too fast make decision girl.
i'm totally fainted to have a conversation vf her..==

maybe i will try to sleep earlier strt nw..xD
dont wanna to chat vf her anymore..
scared!hahaha =)

SHOW! ♥

Show is going to release new album on the February 2011.



♥ ♥ ♥ show! =)

music bank ♥

Awwwwwwww...
today's music bank was totally great!=)

heard n watched many many nice songs n dances!
wow!

*FT island
*CN blue
*Kara
*SHINee
*Beast
*2AM
*2PM
*SNSD
*Super Junior
*Miss A
*4 Minute
*Secret
*T-ara
*Rainbow
*Son Dambi
n many many more~

everyone's status writing bout music bank..
hahaha!really nicee =)
missing the cute cute mickey gi kwang dy..oops!
Son Dambi-Queen really full of memories,fashion show!=)

i'm crazy because of 101217 music bank.
i ♥ music bank!xD

活该?

全部人期待着的那一刻，
你竟然说不跳了?
有本事说，
没本事跳...
我鄙视你!

用这种方法来博出名?
是!
我承认，
你出名了..
到处都是你的流言~
全世界都认识你了..
这时候才说不跳未免太丢脸了吧?

被全世界的人骂，
应该不好受吧?
错就错在自己头脑简单，四肢发达!
自己做的事情，后果自负!

听说，
facebook也因这样被逼关闭?
接下来的日子该怎么过?=S
我相信不会的...
facebook有很多支持者!xD
若真的关闭了,
lun sky!那时候你就死定了!

自作自受,活该!

脾气。

她，
叫我体谅
我想说的是，
不可能!
我不可能体谅一个无端端把脾气发在我身上的人!

你有脾气，
难道我们没有?
脾气好的那个，
都已经忍无可忍，
火山爆发了..

脾气不好就可以把人骂得狗血淋头?
16年第一次懂了这个所谓的道理...
从来没有人这样对我们发脾气，
一次都不曾有过!
你凭什么有这个权利?
我不是你的谁谁谁，
你更不是我的谁谁谁!
乱骂一通，
你把我当成什么了?
出气筒?!
你根本没这个资格!==

说的天花乱坠的那个是你!
弄不成就来乱发脾气的那个也是你!
叫我改脾气，体谅你?
省点力气吧..
不可能就是不可能!

现在想告诉你，
你爱怎样就怎样...
该怎么做，那是你的事
我们不会迁就于你!

**你爱对号入座也是你家的事!=)

@.@

人都死了，
一大堆的流言蜚语也该停止了吧?
每天都有关于他的报导，
看到都烦了~
何况是身为他父母的，
想想他们的感受好吗?

又有一个人想为情自杀 ==!
拿面镜子照照自己，
样子也没人家好看
得来的全是批评，
在不然就是一大堆支持你去自杀的..
我的天!
珍惜自己的生命好吗?
死了没人感到可惜，
只是令亲朋戚友痛心而已...

网路世界真的很乱
还有人要政府设立一个假期纪念Alviss Kong..
有那个必要吗?
为情自杀很伟大吗?
后者有样学样，
这社会不是乱成一团?
我真的想不通..
鲜明社会里还有那么多脑残的人!==

14号了..
你15号要自杀对吧?
那你去吧!
没人会拦着你的~
自己也不好好想想..
善后的那帮人，
是最辛苦的...
忍者痛也要把你的身后事打理好...
可以为他们着想，
别那么冲动吗?

冲动的人，
终究成不了大事...

不明白。

不明白
你怎么可以这么有责任心
负责任的离了谱...
可能那是你的岗位，
你应该做的
我也不便多说什么~

想告诉你的是
你的所作所为太过了
我们承受不住那么大的责任..
第一，
一向来我们并不属于那里
肯帮忙算得上是仁至义尽了
第二，
人生下来没有十全十美
你的要求及完美
我们会累、
我们达不到你那所谓的完美~

我并不了解你，
不知道你的内心世界里
是丰富、多彩多姿
又或是单单调调、简简单单
想告诉你，
每个人内心世界完完全全不一样!

烦，
每个人都会烦
你会烦难道我们不会?
我们烦的事虽然不会很多，
也不会少到哪去!
你不会明白我们的烦恼..

为了一件事情
有必要发脾气吗?
我觉得没那个必要..
就为了这件事搞得大家心情不好
值得吗?

放假不是应该放松自己吗?
怎么逼得自己那么紧?
时间多得是
相信我，
一定够的!
有心怕什么时间不够?

想好好教训你一番，
可我知道我没那个本事
我的勇气没达到那种境界
也不会自讨没趣、自讨苦吃~

我的部落格
我爱怎么写就怎么写
分享或发泄，
我自己选择...
所以，
请别对号入座!! =)

第一步 ♥

你踏出了的那一步
该不会就是我心中所想的吧?
一定是!
女人的直觉通常都是准确的!=)

不管是不是都好
你的勇敢，
带出了我的懦弱
你踏出了第一步，
而我就是你说的那一个
始终在原地打转的人 =S
转了几年，
我始终在自己那小小的世界里~
小得没人知道的世界里
很可悲吧?
我恨透我自己 =S

我不想的
我只知道我的胆好小好小
去医院照照可能照不出个所以然来吧?

她，
曾经这么说过
她说她连我都不如
别傻了!
别拿你自己和我比..
比较之下，
我更显渺小、更显懦弱!

一直以来坚持着不放
第一步却走不出去
我真的很没用!
我白活了几十年 =S
我不配坚持这条路
更不可能拥有!
想撞向墙就这么一了百了..

死了，
我想我会有个名衔
最懦弱的人!=S
只想说
我越来越讨厌这样的自己
懦弱着停止于第一步前..
我恨透了自己!!!

sick! =S

ohh!
fall ill during holidays..TT

*fever
*headache
*sore throat
*cough
*flu

ISHH!
every things bad came around me huh?
faster recover please..
my body turns weak n weaker~=S

god BLESS me please..
i still have to go to KL next week!><
i hate the weather!grr!

jogging time! ♥

ohh..i had spent too much time on sleeping~
3am till 1pm..gosh!
since holiday strt,
i never wake up early and eat my breakfast..
everyday brunch!LOL

today,
what a nice day for me!
6.30am wake up dy..
hohoho..
i will rmb it! [03.12.2010] ♥

okay,goin to end here..
is time to walk to yeebing house dy..
no transport!daddy sick dy=(
fast fast recover yea! =)

it's 7.30am nw..
LET'S GO JOG FRIENDS! =)

TNB!

hey..what's going on huh?
dont tell me that we didnt pay for the electric charge..
i think my dad had paid it..==

should be inform us if wanna cut off the electric..
SPM n STPM's candidates still have to do their revision for the exam..
luckily i'm nt sitting for the exam!==

TNB,
are you plying with us?
the electric came for a minute thn gone again!
after that came for few minutes gone again!
again and again!
fun huh?
my patience is nt inexhaustible..==

the mosquitoes are flying around!wth..
my house din have mosquito repellent incense...omg!
larvicidal oil used up!
Arhh!
i really goin to kill TNB that time!==

for the first time..
eating my dinner by lighted up candles..
quite romantic actually..xD

the present given by TNB on the first day of december!==
GOD bless!
dont cut off the electric when i'm sleeping later..
thanks!i will really appreciate it..=)